I believe that Lawnbowler is eternal, and that we all are, that this life is even the "trapped inside this uncomfortable body" one and that our minds freed from the shell would see a world of incredibly unnecessary anxiety permeating us in ways we could never comprehend while living in that shell. I believe this after an experience involving a car that should have mangled me, an instant of time on Earth that I can not account for happening and don't have memory of, a block of immeasurable time floating and watching from above free from the shell of the body I presume from the enlightened state, and what can only be defined as divine intervention that saw me walk away from the whole ordeal with nothing more than some severe anxiety, a small bruise, and a little muscle tension. I believe that I should have been splattered and broken many bones into many peices.
I never believed in dreaming, it never got me very far. I never believed that love could find me, like an arrow through the heart. I never believed in miracles, or building castles in the air. Not until that day I found you, turned around and you were there. From the day you came, you gave me, a whole new point of view. I've been touched by an angel, it's impossible, but true.
I believe in you. I swear that forever from today, no one will ever take your place. I believe in you. And I believe our love will last always.
I never believed in fairy tales, tho sometimes I wish I could, I never believed that golden slippers could ever find the perfect foot. I never believed in magic, or that wishes could come true, But your very first kiss changed all this, something only you could do. You made me a believer, you made me trust again, You showed there's a pot of gold, at every rainbow's end.